Importance of Money

I have decided to get into the whole real estate business,because everybody is getting rich of it.I have got some considerable amount of money from my parents to invest in it.But me and my bro will invest it.I really want to be rich because i been down under without money and believe me its not a good thing.People will look down on you,but more than that people will pity you which is unbearable and really maddening.But if you are rich people will really want to be friends with you because if we are rich they might need some sort of help from you in the future.Always be the one who is independent financially because if you ever have to depend on anyone you will be treated like a lowly servant no matter how strong the blood ties are.In life honesty,love or relationships doesn't matter,in the end everything is about money.In this superficial world one must be extremely materialistic in order to survive or the world will eat you up.Feelings of love or duty will smother you with rejections we feel in everyday life.Naive people still believe there is still love in this world.There is none.We just go through life like a reality show on TV ,we should be the one that comes on top in the end.Becoming rich and watching people who treated you like shit respecting you will the only self satisfaction we gain in this life.

Moral----Life eventually screws everybody,
but wise men screws life back before it is over and becomes stronger for it

Children are Dogs

Listen people don't be naive just because our parents are supposed to love you doesn't means they will.Like everything else in life it all depends on the money we make.If we don't have a job and money they will start complaining and will view you with disgust and disdain.So in life the only one
who will ever love and like you truly is yourself.we are the only person we can trust in this life.To parents the child is like a commodity or a dog which they want to show off.If it does good tricks they love the dog but if it doesn't do as he is told and starts thinking for themselves they treat it with disdain and feed it lower quality dog food because there is no productivity.So "people of the world,don't take anything for granted ,nobody loves you or likes you.Only our productivity is all that matters."In short the children are dogs and don't think for a minute they are not.

Twin Peaks

Watched an old tv series from the 90s called twin peaks.It is directed by my favorite director,David Lynch.Its about a small town where nothing is as it seems and there is some sort of hidden evil in the woods surrounding the town.But the greatest part in the series are the dreams of the hero Agent Cooper which are really weird,surreal and Lovecraftian.Basically speaking my type of series but of course like all good things it came to an end with a cliffhanger ending and they came out with a prequel and sequel combined kind of movie called Fire walk with me but it provided no resolution.So it goes into the same purgatory as carnivale which i am watching right now,which also ends in a cliffhanger without a final solution provided.

The following is a trailer of that great and weird show!!!!!



Twin Peaks

Catcher In the Rye

Ok,while browsing through a community about existentialism i found that many people found themselves just like the hero in catcher in the rye.This is good,well that is it is good to know that i am not alone in the universe.But why do i don't ever meet people with whom i can communicate about these meaningless lives we lead.Life has become so heavy that it is a chore just to move on to the other day.I wanted to become part of the materialistic society and just make some money,but my mind wont let it be....

Existentialism

Ok.today i found out what is the name of the feeling and apprehensiveness i have been facing for sometime,It is known as Existentialism.Which means we feel disconnected from society and we feel life is meaningless and we live on just to move to the next day.There is no great purpose in life,we live so that we can just move from one meaningless motion to another without any purpose or direction.Well,is there a state for one's being other than these moods.I feel so helpless that religious zealousness and total mind numbing fuckery is all we have as an answer for this dilemma.

Reason for existence

What is it that we live this life for.I need some sort of reason for this existence.Is the purpose of life to be born,study,make money,get married,have some kids and die,where in our kids continue the same meaningless circle that we continued.Is the grand plan of god to make his creations procreate.There should be more purpose than this.Each day i get up and i live a pointless existence where movies and books are what offers an escape from this mundane life.Are we really just an accident,a fluke that happened in the universe.As far as i see i see no difference between us and the rest of the animals of the world,the only difference is we build things and we think.Maybe thinking is the mistake that was made by the grand creation.How pathetic is when we have superior intellect but what we follow is the same code of conduct followed by the animals.Eat,sleep,survive,reproduce,die.

so,what is the purpose of life and ability to think when all we do is follow the blind patterns all over again????