Loved and lost and is the better for it

Hey,never been in love before,and i didn't know i was in love until it was too late.I found that i was in love with her when i heard that she was in love with one of my worst enemies.So i was really confused,was i in love or just jealous of the factor that the person i hate the most got her.But in a miraculous event i discovered i still haven't grown up mentally and it was just a silly infatuation (10 yrs old i admit is a long time to be infatuated )and i found that the girl i like is exactly the opposite of me,Beautiful,Naive,Gullible and dumb which would make me Ordinary looking,Cynical,Paranoid and Intelligent which is spot on.So i came to know the pain of love which i have to admit is the toughest thing i had to face in my life.God i don't want to fall in love ever again.