Been away because????????

Ok I haven't been blogging for a while the reason..........Because
A:----I am lazy by nature?????
B:----I was kidnapped by aliens,anally probed and didn't like what they saw?????
C----I was secretly cloning Hitler and now that i know him personally I find he is kind of a wussy(or maybe me not knowing German has something to do with it!!)????
D----PROCASTINATING??????


What is your Opinion???????

Catcher In the Rye

Ok,while browsing through a community about existentialism i found that many people found themselves just like the hero in catcher in the rye.This is good,well that is it is good to know that i am not alone in the universe.But why do i don't ever meet people with whom i can communicate about these meaningless lives we lead.Life has become so heavy that it is a chore just to move on to the other day.I wanted to become part of the materialistic society and just make some money,but my mind wont let it be....

Existentialism

Ok.today i found out what is the name of the feeling and apprehensiveness i have been facing for sometime,It is known as Existentialism.Which means we feel disconnected from society and we feel life is meaningless and we live on just to move to the next day.There is no great purpose in life,we live so that we can just move from one meaningless motion to another without any purpose or direction.Well,is there a state for one's being other than these moods.I feel so helpless that religious zealousness and total mind numbing fuckery is all we have as an answer for this dilemma.

Reason for existence

What is it that we live this life for.I need some sort of reason for this existence.Is the purpose of life to be born,study,make money,get married,have some kids and die,where in our kids continue the same meaningless circle that we continued.Is the grand plan of god to make his creations procreate.There should be more purpose than this.Each day i get up and i live a pointless existence where movies and books are what offers an escape from this mundane life.Are we really just an accident,a fluke that happened in the universe.As far as i see i see no difference between us and the rest of the animals of the world,the only difference is we build things and we think.Maybe thinking is the mistake that was made by the grand creation.How pathetic is when we have superior intellect but what we follow is the same code of conduct followed by the animals.Eat,sleep,survive,reproduce,die.

so,what is the purpose of life and ability to think when all we do is follow the blind patterns all over again????