Things until Now

Ok,

Its been like 3 months since i have posted anything new.In this time I got myself a new apartment for three months.Is being booted out of that apartment after two months.Because i have been suckered.I got my self a brand new pc using almost the sort of money an ordinary person spends in one year.I bought myself all the books i wanted.But in the end i am left with a big hole in my life,because there is nothing for me to look forwrd to....

All the superficial things i always wanted has been done.There is nothing left except maybe the world tour I have been looking forward to.But not this year,but i have to start saving some money and start investing in land or something.Anyway save money in general!!!!!


Earlier I said I don't want to do the world tour,It is because if I do that too I would have nothing left to look forward to.

anyway here is the my ramblings for the past 3 months,hope to have some more soon

The artistic merit and the functional purpose of being an asshole..

I would prefer being an asshole than a hypocrite.
I admit that i am a greedy asshole.But i believe i am not enough of an asshole.I still like and is faithful to a few people.But i am trying to change that too.You see people who treat you like crap doesn't care about you or how you feel.They just want wants their things to get done...So the feeling when you are treated like crap is really the worst there is.So be the asshole and treat others like crap so that you are oblivious to other peoples problems and you only care about yours.So when you live such a cold existence nobody or nothing can hurt you.What you need to understand is that people you probably like and care about will probably treat you like crap some other day in the future.So what you need to do is treat them like crap first so that you gain the advantage..
But please realize that you are an asshole,don't delude yourself into being a hypocrite by claiming that what you did was right.A perfect asshole doesn't do anything for others.But you will be happy,because nobody can hurt you in this crappy thing we call life..

Importance of Money

I have decided to get into the whole real estate business,because everybody is getting rich of it.I have got some considerable amount of money from my parents to invest in it.But me and my bro will invest it.I really want to be rich because i been down under without money and believe me its not a good thing.People will look down on you,but more than that people will pity you which is unbearable and really maddening.But if you are rich people will really want to be friends with you because if we are rich they might need some sort of help from you in the future.Always be the one who is independent financially because if you ever have to depend on anyone you will be treated like a lowly servant no matter how strong the blood ties are.In life honesty,love or relationships doesn't matter,in the end everything is about money.In this superficial world one must be extremely materialistic in order to survive or the world will eat you up.Feelings of love or duty will smother you with rejections we feel in everyday life.Naive people still believe there is still love in this world.There is none.We just go through life like a reality show on TV ,we should be the one that comes on top in the end.Becoming rich and watching people who treated you like shit respecting you will the only self satisfaction we gain in this life.

Moral----Life eventually screws everybody,
but wise men screws life back before it is over and becomes stronger for it

Reason for existence

What is it that we live this life for.I need some sort of reason for this existence.Is the purpose of life to be born,study,make money,get married,have some kids and die,where in our kids continue the same meaningless circle that we continued.Is the grand plan of god to make his creations procreate.There should be more purpose than this.Each day i get up and i live a pointless existence where movies and books are what offers an escape from this mundane life.Are we really just an accident,a fluke that happened in the universe.As far as i see i see no difference between us and the rest of the animals of the world,the only difference is we build things and we think.Maybe thinking is the mistake that was made by the grand creation.How pathetic is when we have superior intellect but what we follow is the same code of conduct followed by the animals.Eat,sleep,survive,reproduce,die.

so,what is the purpose of life and ability to think when all we do is follow the blind patterns all over again????