The artistic merit and the functional purpose of being an asshole..

I would prefer being an asshole than a hypocrite.
I admit that i am a greedy asshole.But i believe i am not enough of an asshole.I still like and is faithful to a few people.But i am trying to change that too.You see people who treat you like crap doesn't care about you or how you feel.They just want wants their things to get done...So the feeling when you are treated like crap is really the worst there is.So be the asshole and treat others like crap so that you are oblivious to other peoples problems and you only care about yours.So when you live such a cold existence nobody or nothing can hurt you.What you need to understand is that people you probably like and care about will probably treat you like crap some other day in the future.So what you need to do is treat them like crap first so that you gain the advantage..
But please realize that you are an asshole,don't delude yourself into being a hypocrite by claiming that what you did was right.A perfect asshole doesn't do anything for others.But you will be happy,because nobody can hurt you in this crappy thing we call life..