Things until Now

Ok,

Its been like 3 months since i have posted anything new.In this time I got myself a new apartment for three months.Is being booted out of that apartment after two months.Because i have been suckered.I got my self a brand new pc using almost the sort of money an ordinary person spends in one year.I bought myself all the books i wanted.But in the end i am left with a big hole in my life,because there is nothing for me to look forwrd to....

All the superficial things i always wanted has been done.There is nothing left except maybe the world tour I have been looking forward to.But not this year,but i have to start saving some money and start investing in land or something.Anyway save money in general!!!!!


Earlier I said I don't want to do the world tour,It is because if I do that too I would have nothing left to look forward to.

anyway here is the my ramblings for the past 3 months,hope to have some more soon

Back in Abu Dhabi 12-02-2009 to ?????

10 years,Its hard to believe it has been that long since I been here.When I left I never expected to come back to this place again.But life takes strange turns.It never turns out like we expect.Well its just been a week so let us see what the future will bring.

The Return of the Native

Hey its been a while since I posted because frankly I was ashamed to post because I was without a job and it would feel like too much whining on my part if I kept complaining about it.It seems finally the day has come to stop this silence and time to move on.


So much happened in these few months, went on a tour with friends,got into a fight with my brother.Learned how to make a person feel bad,etc.

What have I learned from all this???

Nothing,I guess.I am still human and i might still make mistakes but will try as hard as i can to learn from my previous mistakes.


So as I was saying got a new job in U.A.E


So I am moving towards my destiny, to the place I was born,the place I spent most of my childhood,the place my dad spent 30 years working and at last after a decade it is finally...........



The Return of the Native.

Marriage at Palakkad

I went to my best friend Firoz's cousin's marriage at Palakkad the other day.It was fun just traveling from Cochin to Palakkad in a bus.Didn't sleep for 24 hrs.just me and some friends traveling in the night.when we were traveling through Thrissur i saw the house of somebody i thought i knew but was wrong.she was my favorite person while i was growing up.But when i grew up I learned some truths about her that shook me through my soul.It was the first genuine shock experience of my life.But it taught me a valuable lesson that you can never take anything by appearances alone.what we presume to know about a person might be far from the truth as possible.While i continued traveling i thought i saw people and houses whom we were close with but has drifted apart,not because anything but human nature, Ego, Greed etc.I really do wish life was simpler and not filled with so many politics and psychological warfare as of now.But that is never going to happen so what we can do is make everyday life into a challenge and try to over come it,take everything with a pinch of salt,never trust anybody other than our selves and never expect anything.If we don't expect anything from people we will be happy if they do something and will not be disappointed if nobody cares about you(the latter is what usually happens)

Delhi Trip

I went to Delhi for a few days to meet a great friend of mine named Prateek, It was an eye opening experience and it was a great cultural shock.But that is because I am not used to stuff like that and I live a mostly predictable life,and maybe it is not a bad thing because we would at least be left alone and we wouldn't have to worry about hypocrites like here in Kerala over there.I hate Kerala.It is mostly because of the hypocrites over here.Who claim to be so holier than though.The politics in family is another unbearable thing.I seriously need to move to another state,where my family and rest of the mallus are not there.Any way Prateek is kind of like my old literature buff buddy.He is one of those few people with whom i can have an intelligent conversation about good movies,books,philosophy etc.Actually the only other person with whom I can talk about things like that is Firoz a buddy of mine from Firstsource.Anyway after i came back Prateek started doing the thing he usually does after we are in contact for a while.He stopped contacting, I don't thing it's anything personal.He usually does this,this would be the third time.I am quite used to it by now, it's his nature.Any way it was a refreshing change and it really changed the way I perceive the world.
I did not have a camera other than my N73 which has a 3.2MP camera but since it's a mobile it's slow.So there aren't that many pics and what I have are not that good also.So here they are,check it out----